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It took me a long time to get this up. 
There's nothing more I can really seem to say than my goodbye had done. 
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I found out when I returned to Da after my year+ absence from the car accident finally breaking my computer and my own hospitalization due to physical health. I nearly died this year, but death did not escape you. I had not known until I went to your profile to surprise you with a birthday picture since it was coming up and I had missed your last. It was going to be my first picture back and you were the first person I was going to try to re-connect with. I was so excited.
I'm so sorry that I missed you. I still miss you. We all do. 
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I started this picture the night I found out. I cried a lot. I poured my sadness and my love into this for you and for those you left behind. Thank you for leaving us with little bits of your soul in the artwork and sweet memories you gifted us. I know you had your demons, but you were always one of the absolute sweetest and most thoughtful people I ever knew. Things that most people would be mad about, you still had forgiveness for. I can't imagine a much better angel than you. 

I wonder if you ever did look at the photos I sent you with the smile that you made? The day that you gave me that necklace and it was my first time feeling pretty in over a year. I still have it. I love it, and everything else you gave me. Thank you for giving me those smiles. Thank you for being so good.


Sweet dreams, little princess. 
Finally rest your soul. 

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Character: Angelic Lollipop Princess Ceci © Cecelia tagl
Do NOT steal, use, reproduce, edit, change, trace, make a base of, re-post, re-upload, move, etc. ANY of my works without my exclusive permission and credit to me. It may however be re-blogged by direct link to this page (ie using the share buttons to the right of the image, or Thumb code onsite) and with all its original presentation (including watermarks or signatures) intact, for this is considered a credited 'feature' and not a copyright nor intellectual property infringement. Really, though... How low can you be to steal the artwork I made for a dead friend?
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KatieSquiggles Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2018  Student Digital Artist
This is so beautiful. ;3; 
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2018  Professional General Artist
Thanks. :heart:
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Nama-e Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
It's so heartbreaking Sad Drunk I think tagl will be my inspiration forever. I started drawing because of her amazing arts and.. I still wait for more. Sometimes I feel like something new appeared in her gallery Crying 
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shards0fwords Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you for sharing not just your art but also your memories with her and your feelings. Sending good vibes your way.
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shards0fwords Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017  Student General Artist
Beautiful work!
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017  Professional General Artist
Same. She was one of the very first artists I watched on here way back when and the first artists that became my friend. The way that she recorded her videos inspired how I record mine. When I was struggling with my setup, she's send me photos of hers and try to help me out. 
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CatherineDaydreamer Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017
I-I still can't get over Cecilia's death and we weren't even close...She was the first one who convinced me without knowing to put more colour into my drawings. We all miss her and your art is so pretty!
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017  Professional General Artist
Thank you, sweetie. We were not as close as I would have liked, but still friends. I wish I would have offered to visit her when I went through Dallas. I thought it might be too pushy to ask, but i should have. I could have seen her face-to-face so many occasions and never asked because I felt that would be pervasive and creepy. But we sent letters and sometimes gifts through the mail. And, of course, talked on here. We always meant to do a collab together but never ended up doing so. It would have been amazing since we were both traditional media anime artists specialized in girls. She was always so nice. 
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CatherineDaydreamer Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017
Thanks for sharing all these with me <3
She will never be forgotten~
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