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Psychotic Love Song by NasikaSakura Psychotic Love Song by NasikaSakura
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Nasika Leaves_ Want and Need
Dear Ms. Juliet,
Please have him come back for me.
Please don't make me le
~-= Please make things rig
What am I supposed to do if he never does come ba~^-=
What is someone supposed to do when their heart is split and you cannot choose one side over the other, but they cannot coexist? How do you know which to choose when the choice isn't even yours to begin with?
--Nasika Sakura

She folded her little note and gingerly stuck it between the cobblestones of the wall and was lead by Ryo back to the music-filled building.
After the ball in Ryo's friend's honor, he and Nasika rode back to his family's vacation home in Italy, and quickly fell to sleep. The next morning, Ryo had gotten up to make breakfast for the two, but to the shocking realization that Nasika wasn't there. "Nasika?" he sounded, searching. The lovely pink dress he had bought her lay where it had the night before, her casual clothes, ragged as they were

Nasika's breaking point... She holds two loves. Which does she choose?

She beats at the walls that bind her, but she cannot tear them down as she falls apart instead, chaos in her head and heart.

.. Chasing after one love that she wants with her whole being but cannot obtain, but for whom does she call out for with need?

"The sky is gray. Looks like it’s gonna rain.
It’s as cloud as my mind.
One drop fell to the ground.
Is it from the sky or my eye? It doesn’t matter.
I don’t want to know.

Without an umbrella, I’m standing like a drowning rat
The sound of rain is ringing and it’s killing my existence.

Stop it, stop it! I hope the rain stops soon,
Or I’m gonna break down.

I cried, I cried! No more tears are left.
Even so, I’m still all wet…

I’m cold.

[…] It hurts me badly; I can say it’s as deadly as a lethal weapon."

I have a gaze at him, not you.
But you've always loved to see me happy, and I likewise,
Yet a part of me hates that I shared it with you.

"Psychotic, psychotic, I’ve got a psychotic mind.
I’m so psychotic I’m going to vanish into thin air.

It hurts, it hurts-- my heart hurts.
It’s ludicrous, isn’t it? I love you so deeply…
I’m scared of myself. [...]

Why? Why is it? What happened? It can’t be.
I see nothing but a bloody world. I must be insane.
Help me!"


~~ Len's Psychotic Love Song (Len Kagamine_ Vocaloid) www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-t-wm…

EDIT:// Aug. 8th, 2015... Fixed knee, re-scanned.
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:icongulecoglunisa:
gulecoglunisa Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Love it, amazing! Nod 
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2015  Professional General Artist
:blush: Ah! Thank you very much! :D
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naruXhinata Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2013
that's so sad but very beautiful amazing artwork!
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Fmaautomail Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Student
Wow that's beautiful
I love it...
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thank you very much. :)
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jano233 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i feel......sad.....:iconcryplz:
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Professional General Artist
Aw, I'm sorry. ;u; It's a great accomplish for me as an artists to make an impression like that on a viewer, but I'm sorry. heh~
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jano233 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
well if you were to look at this picture while listening to song[link] it moves you
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2012  Professional General Artist
Ah, I see. o.o
I love it when art reminds people of music, even if it's not the one originally that built it. :meow:
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:iconetto-sama:
etto-sama Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Student General Artist
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*A*
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Professional General Artist
Heeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QuQ
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FateLies Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
so much emotion in this picture... ; A ; it makes me feel sad too ahaha;;;
//downloads the song
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Professional General Artist
haha Glad you like it. Oh! It's an interesting song. I like it. :)
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:iconamyy3:
amyY3 Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012
I remember this!
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012  Professional General Artist
:D Yeeeeee~! Then you understand.
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D-mowmow Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Very cool great work :3
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you. :meow:
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:icond-mowmow:
D-mowmow Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Welcome :D
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T2MxJoMommA Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012
nice
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thanks. XD
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azuritecat Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
First time seeing Nasika in her dark mood ;w;
I love the anatomy though... : O
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Professional General Artist
Oh, really? 0u0 Yes, she doesn't like to show it much, but I enjoy drawing it oddly. XD
Ah, thank you!
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dodoman1er Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012
yet an other dark piece of yours, magnificent!
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
Wow, I thought you'd be stating that you'd rather my more cutsey and happy work since our last chat. QuQ Thank you!!! *relieved and oh so happy*
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dodoman1er Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012
you know I enjoy darkness too, dear *huggles*
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
haha *hugs*
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dodoman1er Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012
So I approve the expression of your inner darkness
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
Yaaay~! :D
LOL I got a comment offsite about this picture, and it was an old friend of mine saying how surprising it was to see me draw such a dark picture. Oh, honey, you don't know the half of it. XD LOL I find it hilarious that the majority of my art, and the best of my art at that, is actually pretty dark when I'm seen as such a bright and happy person. It's seemingly contradictory and yet is is exactly me. :3
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dodoman1er Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012
A confusing mixture of pink fluffy cuteness and bloody darkness what a succulent paradoxical cocktail~ Not making any reference to vore though.
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
\ (030) Ooh! I found that more of a paradox since I don't condume any amount of alcohol. XD LOL *shot*

Also that I can't handle blood, but I draw it a lot.
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DriftingFlower Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I LOVE that song! *o* :D Nice use of shading and red. :D
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you! I LOVE monochrome with red (and Len Kagamine)~! :eager::heart:
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Sandnose Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Student General Artist
I like the texture of the picture!
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:iconnasikasakura:
NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you. eue All made myself by hand~~ hehe
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Steffiedoodles Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012
I love it! so intense and gets the feeling right across :D
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
I tried really hard for it to do that! Thank you! It means a lot to know I reached that goal. :)
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QubicMunchies Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow... Intense, nicely done >U<bbbb



Coatl: ....... *standing behind a wall, watching over her*
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you, darling~! :iconglomp2plz:

(Awww~ ;w; Coatl~~ So sweet~~)
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QubicMunchies Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're muchos welcome <333 :iconbrohugplz:

(Coatl: *embarrassed cough, smile, blush, continues to watch over*
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Professional General Artist
haha :iconcuddleplz:

(DWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! XD *glomps him*)
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MissKittyPaws99 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This is absolutely beautiful! Wonderful work, the emotions really come through in it.
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
I tried so hard for that! >w< Thank you so much! I poured a lot of emotion and heart into this one.
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MissKittyPaws99 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'd love to see more like this from you!
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Professional General Artist
I would too! :iconiloveitplz:

Ah, thanks for the +devWatch, darlin'! :D
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MissKittyPaws99 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! :D
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RachelLevitte Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
=w= :heart: anatomy
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
I KNOW, RIGHT?!?! QWQ
I sketched this three times to try getting it right! hehehe I thank Sailor Moon for helping me draw the legs. XD
I was having troubel in my final sketch doing the legs for reasons I don't understand because I had no problem with them before, and I couldn't find a reference of it on the web... And then I remembered a particular picture of Serena in a Sailor Scouts Manual I have, and yeeeee~! It was just right!
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RachelLevitte Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel special because your reply to me is long OwO
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NasikaSakura Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional General Artist
LOL XD I talk a lot and apparently write a lot too! haha XD
I feel special because you actually have constructive comments, telling me specificaly what you like and what I can improve, and even sometimes suggestions on how to improve. :)
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RachelLevitte Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Meh, you don't talk more than me XD
I'm usually afraid of my comments, because I actually know I can be a real bitch with my critics. My friends say I'm bittersweet when I tell what I think, direct and sometimes dry as a rock.

(check out this girl, her style reminds me of yours but I have no idea why [link] )
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